Sunday, July 17, 2011

I think I might be in love with my best friend?

I know it sounds cheesy and weird. She moved to another school last year so we haven't been in touch as much as we used to. Last week, we finally hung out again and it was so much fun. When I was talking to her I felt as if she knew who I truly was and she understood me. She's so beautiful and genuine and kind and a great advice giver. She can make me laugh... I just don't know if this is love or a huge fondness for someone. We've been friends for about 3 years now and I haven't really felt this about her before. Now every time I see her looking her absolute best, I get this warm fuzzy feeling and I just want to kiss her or say that I love her. Is that weird? I will point out that I am only 14, and the both of us are bisexual. Yes I am a girl. You probanly have mixed opinions on this but every time I think about her or talk to her she just makes me so happy now you know? Kind of like it's meant to be or I belong. Could this just be a really strong crush? I have considered this but i've had crushes before and none of them have felt like this. She has a lot of drama going on in her life too, so whenever she seems sad or hurt or depressed, I just feel the need to care for her and make her feel better. I even found myself shedding some tears because she said on her Facebook that she was being bullied. So I've said everything I have to say. what do you guys think?

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